Tuesday, March 1, 2011

the downside!

kelangan ko ng tao na magsasabi sakin na ang mababang pagtingin sa sarili ay normal!!

have you experienced this kind of thing. You know you're good at something and you're confident of doing it but not with your family watching you doing it?? (may naka gets kaya ng nais kong iparating?) ...... :|

I felt guilty! My cousin is turning 18 this coming Saturday. She's very close to me and we're like twin sisters. She wants me to be her emcee on her party. I turned her down. Because I am afraid I won't do any good. Kasi naman, buong angkan namen andun. Mga friends niya not to mention relatives niya from the other side. I really don't wanna do it because I feel I'm not good enough. Yess, I do host in school activities but apart from that, hindi ko na keri ang dumaldal knowing my audience would be them!! teh! lack of self-confidence and problema ko. aminado ko dun. And I felt like a trash!! I hope hindi galit cousin ko saken. Pak!! I'm praying that she would find an emcee who's more suitable and well experienced.